i've been thinking a lot about what it means to be a good person
a large part of my self esteem comes from feeling that i am a great human being
i give to my family
help out friends in need
give loose change to the homeless
at times i have given to the point where it does in fact hurt

i was patting myself on the back recently
after sending a check to a family member in need
when i got a call from my good pal
La Matrix
see jill matrix on my linkie love list
she has decided to donate a kidney
i thought
ok lots of people are organ donors
thats nice
but no
as it turns out
she is going to do this while she is still
alive
like way alive,aka maybe this year

so i thought ok
well its a family member in peril

but no
she is going to donate her kidney
go under major surgery
and live her life with one kidney
for

a total stranger

okay
maybe i gotta re-think this good person stuff
cause honey
this is something i could just NOT do..

well maybe it's just that I am a good person

but la Matrix
is a GREAT person

in this time of economic up-heaval

we need more great people

i guess i can try a little harder
give a little more
we all can

for now
well i sit in awe of my pal

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