im getting closer and closer to my trip to the land of milk and honey
ya ru sha layim
israel
i leave in less then a week
im nervous and scared hugely...and not sure why
excited
sad
happy
depressed
elated
a bunch of crazy emotions coming out of left field that i didn't plan on
its clear to me that going to this place
is a mixed bag of childhood issues
and grown up ones
and who knows maybe past life ones
i will let you know what i discover
meanwhile
i will take a hiatus for a couple weeks
to explore this great land
and all the complexities of my own soul that it seems to bring out
so dont expect another post until february
2006 was a long, hard, life changing- soul searching year
for this blondita
so starting 2007 off with a trip to the holy land
seems right
i have so much to feel
so much to see
so much to learn
and its time
its time
to do something about it
za ga zont
la chayim
peace
serenity
and love to us all
wish me luck
and prayers
as i prepare to embark on my journey
