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Sunday, February 23

thanks to the matrix

i really have to thank my web mistress
and editrix
the great jill matrix
jillmatrix
for adding a little color into my life...

my very gray site was perfect for this nyc mama
who felt any color other than black, gray, beige or olive
was totally horrifying

honey you didn't even want to see me in Miami
i felt like i was being bombarded with neon
and
i was

but lately
perhaps because i feel this fire burning inside and sometimes out
and perhaps because i’m just well occasionally in heat

i've been feeling a pull towards orange
(and i don’t mean the orange alert kinda orange, could do without that)

all i said to the great matrix was that i wanted some orange
mixed with shades of gray
sort of like a rotting piece of citrus only pretty
ha
oddly she knew exactly what i meant
the matrix is one of the few folks you will ever meet who can comprehend how rotting citrus could be pretty

she surprised me with this killer re-design

came home from feeding 160 hungry wedding guests to find that
VOILA

she’d orangized moi!

i could just plotz

thanks mom

meanwhile i have no idea why but lately i just can’t stand capitalizing anything
i really, just can’t

so sue me