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The older I get the more I believe in miracles.
Synchronicity is all around me.
I am starting to believe that when you say something out loud it really does give it power.
So I am trying to say things out loud that I want to come true or as my good pal Melly would say, already are true, say them like they already are true and they become true.
Okay listen don’t go running to the toilet to throw up now, although if you have a hangover you may wish to. I’m still the same bitchy broad I always was. I’m not going all new age and “the secret” and all wussy gussy on you, I’m just sharing some pearls that fell before me and that rather then stomping on, I chose to pick up, polish off and wear like a radiant necklace. (poetic imagery ain’t it?)
One thing I put to a test recently, is that in my quest to fulfill my dreams, I have spent a good deal of energy working like a maniac and being too busy to fulfill my dreams. I have also been too busy to notice that miracles were being handed to me left and right, but I blindly plowed forward bitching and moaning about my dreams being out of reach and working, working, working.
One day, I stood still and I opened my eyes and said to the universe, okay I am ready to respect whatever you throw at me. Within days, several miracles in the form of people who at first seemed to have nothing whatsoever to do with my dreams were presented to me and rather then shoo them away, I stayed open and you know what, sure enough they were bridges to bigger bridges to bridges to my dreams.
I am not saying it happened dears, but I can see my dreams bubbling just over the horizon and they are almost close enough to touch now, not a million miles away anymore. Okay, okay they are already here, say it like they are already here. Okay Melly, but hey work in progress here.
Here is another thing I figured out recently. A co-worker of mine Bee spends her time jet setting around the friggen globe. Every time she gets a week off she is off living her life in full glory. When all the rest of us are whining about how cold it is, she is playing tennis in the sun. When we are complaining about being too tired to have fun, she is swimming in the ocean, dancing the night away, and sharing great wine with great friends.
So a day before New Year’s I asked her, “What the hell is your secret?”
And she just said, I am not postponing my life anymore, I am living it.
And there was my new year’s resolution just handed me, right when I was trying to think about what my new year’s resolution should be.
Do not postpone Joy.
You see in all the years I have spent searching for my Eden, complaining about all the crap we have to take in this life just cause friggen Eve (they always blame the girl) ate the apple, I missed the biggest lesson of all, the one that was hanging right over my head all along.
I AM EDEN
And so are you dears, so are you all.
For this New Year’s Day 2013 I invite you all to celebrate love, elevate joy and live, live, live your life like a magical gift
I AM EDEN and so my little love muffins are you